Okay okay.. So I just have to admit..I miss him. So much. That it hurts to think about all the time that has to go by before I will ever see him again. The song "tik tok" by kesha just came on and it made me think of him. I remember when I went to visit him in december, I made him listen to that song. And his friend played it in his truck for me and both of them just looked at me like I was crazy! Haha aww I get buuterflies just thinking about those times when I would fly out to see him. I remember the first time was scary:( second time was not so bad except for when I thought I was gonna have to stay over night in the airport by myself:( uhh I don't know what I would have done:/ I was happy when everything worked out tho. I miss him:( regardless of everything that's happened, I know it made us stronger. My love for him has grown so much. This time spent apart was for the better I think. It was hard, but at the same time it was easy. I'm just glad we're both wanting this again, and this time it will last. I don't care what anyone says, all I know is I think its worth it, he thinks its worth it, so we'll make it work. I feel that this time around it has to be about compromise, and honesty. I think we have to consider each others feelings more this time. Its no longer just about me, its about him too. Aww:) I'm so happy.I love being in love♥