I couldn't be any happier right now. Finally, we're making moves. I'm so happy to be with him again. I'm determined to give this last shot all that I've got! I love him. Opportunities like this hardly ever come, so I need to cherish every moment I have. I never know when it will be my last. I love him with all of my heart. This is it! So bring it on!

:)

I must say.. This week has been amazing!
I don't think there has been one day where I've been unhappy. Sure, a few nights I would be sad bc I miss him so much but I never left it affect my mood. I was in such an awesome mood all week! It was never changing! Considering I was tired and hardly got enough sleep, you'd think I would be grouchy, but I wasn't! Everytime I heard his voice, it just made me so happy.
Today he got promoted! That's amazing news:) I'm so happy for him. Whatt an accomplishment! I tell ya, he is so amazing. He's brave and strong. Not to mention he's sexy handsome and all mine! I miss and love him very much. You know what else..

I'm gonna have his babies one day:)

no matter how much i try..

I can't find the right words.

I can't even begin to describe how much I miss you.

One week down, I think 13 more to go. Even tho I can't see u until january 8th, which means longer then 13 weeks..I still wanna keep it 13:)

I love you rjp.

He makes me feel safe, even though he's a world away:/ I miss him terribly, and u better believe I am counting down the days until he is back. I decided to count how many weeks I have until mid december bc I figure that's when he's supposed to be back.looks like 14 weeks counting this one:/ after every weekend I am going to cross it off my calendar:) I can't wait to get to week 2 or even 3! To be that close to seeing him, is going to be the greatest feeling. I know I probably won't be seeing him until sometime in january but that's okay. As long as he's back from over there, I'll be just as happy:) I love him and miss him so much.

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I'm happy, happy, happy. My life finally feels like its right where it supposed to be. I'm smiling for absolutely no reason right now. Even though I have a few negative thoughts running through my brain that are making me sad, nothing can bring me down right now. I love the way things are right now except the fact that I'm still sick. But other than that, I love everything at this very moment.I love my family, my friends, and him:) I'm excited for this week even though I have nothing planned. I guess I'm just happy to get it over with so I can knock off one more week on my calendar. I can't wait to see him again. I miss him so much and I am so happy that he's still in my life. God, has truly blessed us and has given us one more time to make it. So its up to us to make it last. Third times a charm:) I just found my faith. Lost it along the way, so I'm happy its finally back.
Almost done with my homework. Is it almost 4:30 yet? I can't wait to hear his voice:)

I love you.

:)

Finally got the email I've been so desperately waiting for. I woke from a nap to find an email in my inbox. As I clicked on the mailbox icon on my phone, my heart dropped. My stomach fell and a smile appeared on my face. An email from him. Who would have known something so little could give me anxiety within seconds. It was everything I wanted and more. Just to hear what he had to say and knowing it was him who was saying it, made that email so great.I can't wait to get another one again! I'm hoping it will happen when I'm having a bad moment or something so then the minute it comes, the bad can get washed away.I'm so happy right now. Not even words can describe. The only other person who knows how I'm feeling right now is God. Just God and I:)