today friggin sucks:/ ive honestly been crying my eyes out all day. i cant stop. i'll be doing something random and then all of a sudden the tears come. i cant help myself. i just want to scream. i miss him so much. its indescribeable. i just want to see him again. i love him. its our anniversary on sunday. i dont wanna be alone that day:/ hopefully someone will wanna do something or maybe all of my friends will come over again so my mom can make us dinner haha

man this sucks:( its just not fair.