These are the nights that remind me why I didn't want to stick around and wait.

I hate this.

Loneliness, dissapointment.

God, please take away these crazy thoughts. I don't like them:/

rainy days..

Are the best days to sit home, lay on ur bed curled up in a blanket, and listen to music.

Currently listening to jars of clay: I want to fall in love with you.

I want this song to play at my wedding:)

I want a variety of music actually. I was thinking.. During the dinner part I was slow relaxing music with instrumentals and everything. Then for the dance part I want everything! I was some old jams, mid jams, and new jams:) haha I can't wait for that day. It will be the happiest day of my life.

I miss my ronnie. I can't wait to kiss him. I love him so much that its hurting me inside being this far away from him for so long.

I couldn't be any happier right now. Finally, we're making moves. I'm so happy to be with him again. I'm determined to give this last shot all that I've got! I love him. Opportunities like this hardly ever come, so I need to cherish every moment I have. I never know when it will be my last. I love him with all of my heart. This is it! So bring it on!

tonight blows.

I'm trying to fall asleep but considering the long nap I took today, its hard for me to. I can't not being able to sleep. Forces me to lay here in bed..thinking:/

im getting lots of practice. babysitting my niece and nephew over night:/ a little nervous to be doing it alone but heyy i have to practice somehow! i cant wait to be doing this for real. i think i will make a great mom:)